I remember the year 2015,

I wanted to read a horror story.

I was 14-15,

And it stayed in my memory.

I’ve read many creepy-stories, but

Only one boy touched my heart.

Jeffrey Woods is a boy with a slashed mouth.

I’ve been obsessed with him for months.

There was a drama in my family:

My mom forbade me to love him.

And I realized I couldn’t live like this.

It provoked my fanaticism.

As the years passed, I liked many heroes,

And my idol was always Jeffrey Woods.

But the day came that divided my life into «before and after»:

On November 4th, 2017 I found my favorite author.

I heard that Woods’ story was a fanon.

I didn’t pay attention to it,

But that day I saw the real canon,

And I almost went crazy because of it.

His nickname is Sesseur.

It sounds like Caesar.

Jeffrey Hodek aka Jeff The Killer is his creation.

My idol gave me a great inspiration.

On this beautiful day, I don’t wanna describe the scandals

That I have endured for Hodek’s sake.

I was labeled as «Sesseur’s and Jeff Hodek’s devoted fangirl»

Simply for calling Jeff Woods a «fake».

On my darkest days, it was Sesseur who pulled me out of my depression.

And I started a new wave that I call «The obSESSion».

Stasy The Killer-2019 is dedicated to SesseurVerse.

I have experienced a lot of harassment and neurosis.

There are people here who are trying to put me at odds with him.

I think they should be ashamed.

By doing this, they only increase my fanaticism,

And because of that, I sometimes look crazy and mad.

* * *

I know almost everything about you,

But I won’t betray or abandon you.

A friend in need is a friend indeed.

Everything I could, I already did.

I lost all my friends for you,

And I sometimes regret it.

You know that I’m crazy about you.

Our fandom… I’m trying to forget it.

You are my only friend in this world.

I’ll tell you a few more words:

Happy Birthday, my Caesar, @killerjeff, Sesseur!

Your BFF (Best Fangirl Forever), StasyTheKiller.

https://www.deviantart.com/stasythekiller/journal/Happy-Birthday-Sesseur-1238468568

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